Keep Going

Another week has gone by and I can't believe how the days just seem to get shorter. I know it's September and sun sets so much earlier than even three weeks ago, but honestly it feels like I just finished one transfer journey and now today we're already doing a second one with the transfer in twenty days.

I'm still continuing my Lupron medicine, it has been reduced to 5 cc.s. Then I've added the estrace and aspirin; this regime will continue until October 3rd when I get to start the "fun" shots -PIO!

My IF had spoken a few weeks ago with the doctor about transferring more then 3 blasts and he really wants to do 4 - be more aggressive this time to ensure a baby. Unfortunately, because he didn't speak with me about this I really have felt like my IF has kept something from me. I did call the doctor and we discussed the risks and benefits of implanting 3 as opposed to 4. Right now I am hoping we can just stick to 3 -there is no way I would want to even attempt to carry 4 babies!

I've been under some stress about the second journey. I've tried to relax-by reading some good books, playing outside with my daughter, cleaning, and just breathing. Sometimes in life I've realized that I forget to even take a breadth.