10 dp BFN

Exciting news for the journey - looks like I will start cycling again on September 5th and have a transfer on October 9th, 2009! Yep, just two months after the first transfer. Very exciting! So this means no time off of school, which is good.

Cycling is the fun part -Chris said Thursday night that he feels like he finally has his "wife back". Hmm...the Lupron did make me pretty crazy!!! Thankfully that only lasts for four weeks!! I wonder if my students will notice a change?

My IF did choose a new donor. Apparently she's supposed to be a "super" donor and the clinic started to fertilize this past Thursday. So by Tuesday we'll know how many blasts/embies make it to the freezer and this will tell for sure the timeline for the next journey.

I am praying it takes this second time. I don't think my IF can handle another failed transfer. My IF is so worried already; it would be nice if everything worked out: the egg +the seed+my womb! Maybe I should have daily pep-talks with my uterus - lol!!!