Meds

Want to be on them...don't want to be on them.
The longer I am taking them the crazier I feel...
Know I need to take them for a successful journey...isn't there a different combination?

This morning I looked at my stomach as I was squeezing it before I pushed more Lupron and into it and thought, "Oh damn, next weekend starts the BIG needles. I am SO not ready!!"
(and I don't think my arse is either)